I SWEAR, I WILL REMEMBER DORIS IVEY. (2022)
Memory is an imperfect thing. Pictures act as evidence and provide tangible reminders, but they are not true or definite recreations of the past. Photos often lack context, becoming a scene with unknown importance, unknown date, featuring unknown faces and names. When my great grandmother passed away, she left a storage unit filled with long forgotten family photos; I felt a peculiar and haunting nostalgia from them. I have no real memory of these moments and yet, I desperately want to hold onto the echoes these pictures hold. I piece together what remnants I have like a scrapbook, unkempt and skewed as they may be. Where memory falters and specifics are lost, I invent my own context around what is left behind.
Recently rediscovered family photos are my initial subject matter, but “I SWEAR, I WILL REMEMBER DORIS IVEY.” presents a new iteration. These memories are altered, cobbled together, and viewed through a lens far detached from the moments captured. The found objects and various media that make up these works reflect this internal scrapbook, creating a patchwork of history. Each piece takes a nontraditional canvas and shape, emphasizing the sense of detachment, rejecting any definitive frame of reference. The bright color scheme and playful display serve as a reminder that this misplaced nostalgia does not have to be entirely haunting- Above all, I aim to preserve the joy and love that has withstood memory’s imperfections.